stark
I used to be some things. Unsure of what I've become.
StPD, not stupid
- Sometimes when my mind hurts I really wish there was a drug I could take or activity I could do to make it stop. Even something difficult that I could work towards would be appreciated.
- May 13th is Schizotypal Awareness and Celebration Day! Celebrate those that deal with a loose collection of psychosis, derealization, social anxiety, paranoia, thought disorder, magical thinking, and odd beliefs. Be kind to those you know, or try to learn more about those that exist.
- Dissociating feels like unplanned system maintenance. For some it's because something catastrophically broke. Others it's because the daily maintenance wasn't being done. For me it feels like an old system that just feels like 3pm is a fine enough time to reindex the whole production database.
- Ok I’m gonna play Diablo Wait there’s a new expansion? Ok so I need the expansion I don’t wanna buy it via the console, lemme open the app I can’t use PayPal rn so let me use Apple Pay Wait they won’t take it? Let’s just get it via Best Buy Wait which edition do I want Let me check YouTube
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- Sometimes the first hour hone is like... pre-compiling shaders. It may seem like a waste, but I'm sure it saves time somewhere down the line? Now you're optimized for the important task of goofing off on the Internet.
- Honestly I should try the Humanscale Freedom at some point, seems like a killer chair I just don’t see them that often
- I feel like we're all chasing that high of our first good chair or keyboard. Just a pile of each in the corner while I pace and murmur that the next one is going to make me feel right again.
- While both are bad companies, I find it funny how fb and goog treat complaints about ads. If I don't like an ad on ig it shrugs, makes a note, and we both go on with our day. On yt it feels like they want me to file court documentation if I just think an ad is weird.
- ok. don’t do it then
- I didn't read what you said as being something that is easy. Both "in your interest" and "help you feel more in control" does not point to something that is easy to do. Otherwise people would be doing it and not even noticing. Exercise of all sorts is difficult because it is pushing oneself.
