Starcaller ⛓️ working on comms
✶ 𝕍𝕠𝕚𝕕𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕖 ✶
Mhachi Scholar
disabled gay ffxiv artist
[aka: washed-up Twitch Partner @lottieblix.bsky.social]
they/them 🏳️⚧️
i: @burgeaux.bsky.social
ko-fi.com/voidmagexiv
#voidmagexivart
- Today has been the most insane emotional roller coaster. I am exhausted, but very grateful 🥺
- Thank you all so much for the support! We are actually getting closer to making this decade-long dream a reality 🥹 Thank you so much! Please share if you can! gofund.me/80f047f8
- Also getting off of twitter has been infinitely better for my mental health, but it also completely obliterated the vast majority of social connections I had. I can’t do 1 on 1 conversations, it overwhelms the fuck out of me. Twitter made friendship accessible. Now it’s just an impossibility really
- I’m not upset that people don’t remember me or care about me after disappearing for years. I’m upset that things got so bad that I had no choice but to disappear for years because I can barely manage even just getting out of bed each day.
- I shouldn’t be even remotely surprised by this, but something about posting my gfm on my main out of desperation and having it get almost zero engagement is sending me into a despair spiral worse than I’ve had in a long while. It really feels as if I never even existed and it’s weird.
- I’m getting married! A lot sooner than originally planned, so we desperately need some help to pull it off 😭
- Once again I must apologize for vanishing, but my body, health, & ability have degraded rapidly over the last 3 years, & it's been terrifying. On the bright side: the love of my life is now with me & we're getting married. We could use help on all fronts. gofund.me/80f047f8
- I am deeply ashamed over how long these commissions are taking me, and even more so ashamed that my confidence has been so shaken after moving platforms and realizing much of my following on twt was just due to my perceived social capital :/
