Sai Fox
~ +18
~ she/her
~ writer of romance that makes your heart and other bits flutter
~ anime/game merch proxy buyer based in Tokyo
~ coffee addict
~ fandom nerd
~ gacha whore
~ just block and go, idgaf
- Yooooo
- #SefikuraWeek 2025 - Day 5 - Hero Dear Cloud, it's not what you should think while reading propaganda newspapers #sefikura #ff7
- You mean canon
- Holy shit, why even exhibit this piece if you’re going to totally wipe away that it’s about the artist’s boyfriend slowly dying of aids?? What’s the POINT if you take that away?
- This is devastating. I cannot begin to explain how much this actively makes my soul hurt, because this piece is what I use to explain the importance of nuance in modern art and about the queer experience of the AIDS epidemic. I’m shattered.
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- Cute babiesssess
- Me: ah, Final fantasy stickers. I’ll just put one…
- That’s the second old fuck in as many days who has given me flak for normal fucking shit. Did the news recently run a “fuck them gaijin” report, because holy xenophobia, Batman.
- My crime? Using the elevator with luggage. Mind you, I’ve done this LITERALLY at least 200 times. He was like “the elevator was for customers”. I said, and I quote, “I am a customer. I’m going to the post office on the 7th floor.” You’d think I pissed on his cheerios.
- I even waited for two other elevators, letting woman and kids on, but like… what the fuck am I supposed to do—take the escalator?
- Yesterday, some old angry Japanese guy started acting like a bitch to me on the train because my bag bumped into him. I don’t think he expected me to snap back at him in Japanese, because he got real quiet real fast.
- I swear the new post office guy is trying to break my door down at 9
- I slept for over 15 hours.
- Last summer, when I was going through my MS attack, I went immediately to the hospital—but it was a Sunday night and I didn’t have an appointment. I knew what the problem was. I knew exactly how to fix it—I needed a three day infusion of steroids. My eyesight was only starting to
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View full threadEven if he is not there, I am to be given my steroids. An hour later I had a needle in my arm. Within 24 hours, the pain dulled and the eye stopped getting worse. Within the next three days of transfusions, my eyesight was back to 80%. Why do I tell you guys this? When someone is dealing
- with a chronic illness, for the love of fucking god, LISTEN TO THEM.
- walked out the front door, and just fucking SCREAMED. All of my anger and pain and literal physical agony, I just fucking screamed in the middle of some random street in Tokyo. And I don’t even know is the door was entirely closed. I don’t think it would have mattered because I am sure everyone
- For about a mile heard that. I took a few breaths, went to the arm, got money, came back and paid the doctor. I thanked them and left. By the time I finally saw my doctor, fresh from vacation—and I still feel fucking awful—he immediately put a big note on my record that when I have an attack,
- They’re treated, the way better things are in the long run. I burst into tears. I was inconsolable. They had to call my regular hospital, who called my neurologist AT HOME to get him to come into the hospital a few days later from his FUCKING VACATION. My neurologist was furious that the
- Hospital denied me the medication on Sunday, and was even more angry that the clinics were so awful. As I was leaving the far away clinic, they told me I needed to pay my bill, and then said “oh, cash only!” I didn’t have cash on me. I only had card. So I handed the woman my insurance card,
- run through the same goddamn tests all over again, he tells me shit I ALREADY KNOW, and then tell me “sorry, I can’t give you medication.” I wish I could tell you I was kind. That I was patient. I was not. I was barely holding it together, in agony from my eye, and this man is telling me he
- Can’t give me that much of a STANDARD DOSE of steroids for Optic Neuritis—despite the fact that I’ve done it twice and it IMMEDIATELY stopped my symptoms from worsening and very quickly improved my sight. Anyone with MS knows that repeated ON can cause permanent scars to the nerves, so the faster
- to the doctor. They told me I had to go ALL THE WAY ACROSS TOKYO to another “specialist” to confirm that it was an MS attack and said they would be able to get me my meds. I asked her to make SURE that before I made the one and a half hour trek there that I would leave with medicine.
- Mind you—this isn’t new. This has happened to me before. I have MS. I know my disease, my doctor knows my disease, but he was on sabbatical and because of that I guess my medical records no longer fucking exist??? So, I get to the doctor all the way across the city. I tell him my doctor’s name, I
- blur, so I knew if they treated it immediately that day or the next, that I would be okay. But they denied me. At the doors of my hospital, they denied me and made me make an appointment to see a different neurologist—and the only way to do that was to go to the ophthalmologist. Next day, I went
- Me on mercari: I do not accept price reduction requests Them, CONSTANTLY: can I get a price reduction??? NO. FUCK. OFF.
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- Because they want to be annoying as fuck.
- I’ve legit been looking back on fandom drama that I’ve been involved with, and except for once or twice I notice it follows the same pattern: 1) someone takes issue with me 2) I tell them to fuck off OR I block and just fucking ignore them 3) they get offended and continue harassment 4) I publicly
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- Fuck that. I’m going to sit on them.
- And they were like “yes, for this super rare set of stands, I will offer you 1500 yen.” Fuck offffffff.
- And I’m not asking 5000 for one—it’s for BOTH. I’m making nothing off this fucking sale.
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- I am so close to putting in the notes “if you ask for a discount I will block your fucking ass” So close
- It’s so fucking annoying, and they request STUPID fucking discounts?
- The stands are 2200 each, they’re brand new, and I asked for 5000 yen for both—which is almost EXACTLY breaking even, as it covers the 10% fee and the 160 yen for the shipping. I still lose like 20 yen because I need to pay for the mailing packet and shipping supplies.
- Silence like it’s going to kill me because I’m trying to “be the bigger person” and it’s just like… no. I’m tired of being the bigger person. In situations where I immediately call shit out and don’t let it fester, people leave me alone about fucking faster.
- I gladly will take responsibility when I actually do fuck up, but I’m legit done with being civil and keeping my mouth closed. So, if you try to start shit with me, I’ll just make it public from the get and let you rage at a block.
- call them out for their nastiness and bullshit because I get tired of it 5) “See! see! She’s such a fucking meany!” It doesn’t matter how diplomatic I am, people keep fucking picking and picking because they thrive off the fucking drama. Meanwhile, I’m over here trying to cling on to fucking
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- All the music—the most important thing to the series—is impossible to upload and share on YouTube they don’t even keep it on their account l, meaning new fans can’t accidentally stumble on it.
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- Aniplex made it impossible to share visual prison. Fuck them.
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View full threadMy therapist was a world-renowned PTSD specialist. His exact words were “they do not understand what they are doing.”
- More specifically “they do not understand what they are doing to themselves AND others” Because a lot of antis are actually traumatizing themselves as well.
- I’ve spoken to my therapist so many times over shit antis have done and they’re constantly like “that is not normal, that is so far from normal behavior, oh my god?”
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- Bless Torgal Tuesday, and bless the dragon and his gay flying chicken boyfriend. :3
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- Only one man he looks at like that.
- I made it through 7 miserable days without a cup of coffees and my skin is crawling off my bones and I don’t give a fuck, I need a double shot right now or I’m gunna start freaking the fuck out.
- I walked into that coffee shop miserable and defeated and I don’t care,!8 walked out with the biggest size they had.
- I had to teach an online lesson, so I had to sit on my kitchen floor to do it (since I don’t currently have a desk to work on.) And now I can’t stand up.
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- I LOVE THIS
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- So many good brains, I swear.
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- The worst treatment ever got for writing a fic was a from f/f fans. Because there was a sex scene.
- I have never watched a single episode of Jujutsu Kaisen and I would die for the white haired boy and his tragiqueer dead best friend/lover.
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- Oh, no. My nail was so strong that as I was taking my shirt off, my nail dug into my side, under my boob, and took a chunk of skin lolol And yes, I can help find things! What are you looking for? I have a discord if you’d like.
