FallenSeraphs: I wish I knew how to untie productivity from my happiness without feeling immense guilt over it. I wish I was less “rise and grind myself into the ground.” I don’t have the spoons for this. My body is capable of only so much before crashing. I keep trying to cheat to delay the inevitable.

I wish I knew how to untie productivity from my happiness without feeling immense guilt over it. I wish I was less “rise and grind myself into the ground.” I don’t have the spoons for this. My body is capable of only so much before crashing. I keep trying to cheat to delay the inevitable.